The day I avoided social media

As with every other day on the calendar, this one comes round once a year.

Every year up to now, I acknowledged the day with a quick Facebook post and an activity centered around your memory. An activity centered around my healing.

Saturday morning I awoke and silently acknowledged the day. But I didn’t say or do anything. 

Because I have two fabulous little ones before me presently and I want to be in the now with them. And they deserve a Mama who is presently in the now with them.

Because I can’t continue to move forward if I keep stepping backwards.

Because I can’t carry both of you.

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